its times like these where im laying in bed and i spiral out of control

its always the bad things too the what could have beens the “am i going to be forgotten” thoughts.

this is where i should add some cynical humour like o the universe is so grand and wonderful and all the living humans now are just a mere speck of life and im like the equivalent of basically nothing.

i guess its those kind of thoughts that comfort me. on the grand scale of things what has happened and will happen dont really matter. i know its too… nihilistic but at least this way i can keep my sanity and not spiral anymore

lol apathy keeps the shrink away.